Cherie, ce miroir n'est pas assez grand pour nous deux

Are you ready? Are you set? I'm and I'm gonna enjoy every single moment and don't care about everything! that's my resolution...for that moment, I hope I'll do that ;)
I want to wish you Merry Christmas, a lot of presents, love and peace. And of course I wanna wish you a Happy New Year ^^
love you all!
With special wishes to: Sad Song, Snowy, Danger88, Littlemissfabi, Caliw, Uriko, Wisia91, Asiaq, Sineads etc. etc. xD


I know...I put the same pic last year but I like it so much!

FOR SADSONG: a lot of sex hahaha

And everything is clear ^^ 

After two and half months of break here it comes...school. Big institution where young people are learning how to use toster and don't kill themselves and their relatives, cause they can be given an electric shock : /
they learn a lot of many other things which of course they'll need in future...ok so that's good side of school but bad side: teachers tells you about all of those tests, essays etc. and you're sitting, listening them and thinking:"holly fuck! what the hell is that? school or a top-security prison?" And it starts: rat race...
who'll be the best? who'll be the last one? I've enough! School should be place where you go with smile on face...but no...you go there with stress and question "what's gonna happen today?". Stress is the enemy of health..I know something about that. ok ok stop talking about school it's Saturday evening....fever! yea he he he! ;) But I'm sad that Fabi is not on AIM :( I wanna talk to her :( girrrrl come to AIM, I miss you so much! and you Cali! I didn't get any note from you :( Miss you girls :*
Ha! But in polish messenger I can talk to my friends Aneta aka. Sad Song, Śnieg aka. sn0wy and Amy aka. Danger88. Love you girls!!

yes I'm back...I know you're very sad, depressed etc. but I'm back :P
when I came on buzznet and myspace I said: "My lord..." I saw a lot of messages and comments :D
The camp was AWESOME! I'll write someday more details ;)

I'm on a camp. I'll back in 2 weeks ;) take care my friends.I'm thinking about you 

Ok so I'm in Warsaw..it's the second day and have already bought 5 things (clothes).Tomorrow I'm going to the cinema (probably) and to the next mall. I bought so awesome black reebok's hoodie! I love it! I bought black shirt,trounsers and black neklace (?) ...I know all black but I need some black clothes. I'm sitting on the part of living room's floor and I'm writting...it's so quiet  here. I can see a beautiful garden with a lot of trees...ahhhh...it's after rain so I can feel that in the air :)

 

I love summer :D

Well I'm still at school but there's no normal lesson...
At last lesson we were watching some romantic comedy with Hilary Duff...she was a "Cinderella" and she was looking for her prince...actually I wasn't very impressed...it was typical romantic comedy...with happy ending. Prince and "Cinderella" have found each other and they're live long and happily...

OK, OK, I like happy endings but I wanna have so happy ending as they had!
How long I'll wait? Everybody  tells me that I should wait and my "prince" will find me!
Bullshit! I don't belive in that! No matter that I'm looking, I can't find him!
In my hometown I can only find two types of guys:
1. maybe they're handsome maybe...(2 tones of gel in hair ;/ ) but they're so dumb....idiots, and they of      course love techno music...bleh!yuck!
2. funny guys with sense of humor, they could be really good friends but that's all!

So...I've got dreams...dreams....of prince in red Corvette...
How I wish I could find him.....

I'm still waiting...

I have no idea that red bananas exist!

It's a long... long part of time but better 17 day than 4 months ;) I'm talking about holidays. Probably I'll stay at home this summer with my friends, I mean: paper, pencil, rubber, pastels etc.

Outside conditions: not hot not cold-just warm, cloudy(a bit) and sunny (a bit too), not rainy (thank God)
                             not windy...

But there's one problem-to much of dry grass...horror for me (I'm alergic), I'm dieing in loneliness..

Enough for today?? Enough...





I'm dieing in loneliness...


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@@@ <---these three little monkeys wanted  to bake a cake for you but they died with the laughter when they got know how many years you have!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANETA :*

Ha ha ha! I'm genius! I'm Picasso 2 ! I've got A (6) from Art for the end of the term! How awesome is it? VERY!! I'm so happy xD At last somebody appreciated my pictures and ideas (not counting you)
Tomorrow- big day, trip to Warsaw, a lot of kids, a lot of fun, sunny weather, stormy weather *


* delete as applicable


About the title "homo homini lupus"...I've read a lot of journals wrote by Caliw...some people're just STUPID! (no,not Cali ) They're writting so bullshits and sometimes I don't know what to do: cry or laugh?
People! Please! You don't know her so don't say shits! Cali is realy sweet and awesome person!
And she CAN make a mistake! She has the law to it, because she's only human! Yes, HUMAN!
I'll not write anything else....what for?

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Sunday the end of the weekend...I'm happy and I'm sad..why? It's just...sad- back to school, happy- no tests and anything scary hehe. On Tuesday I'm going to capital of our country-Warsaw...but the funniest thing of this is the fact that I'm going with my mother's class...8 years old kids hahahaha! True story.
But I'll do everything but not go to school...to sit on boring lessons and create new drawings on math hehe.

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P.S who wants to go with me to Warsaw? hahaha

Why I was 12 hours at school? Don't ask..long story, but now I know one thing: I'M SO TIRED!
Now I'm listening Smashing Pumpkins and I've got relaaaaaxxx ;]]]] oh yes...and that's what I like very much ha ha. Tomorrow- Tuesday the second day of the week but I feel like on Thursday! I need some while for myself not only for school, books, marks,tests etc. I wanna go somewhere..I wanna back to Italy...ohhh yes.to Rome or Venice x] but better to Rome :) I'm really undecided, there was awesome in Italy.



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I changed SP for Linkin Park ;]

Spring in my life! Sun came out :)))) I'm happy!! I don't need prince in red Corvette anymore!!
I'm so happy, I wanna scream! XDDD
But there was a little bit hot...30*C
On PE we went on a stadium and we ran 1600 metres. Wind was blowing so it was not so hot :)
After Polish I went to correct my mark from biology and now I've got 5 (B) not 4 (C) XDDD
 
I'M HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))


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Next rainy day, next sad and boring day...The evidence of boredom you can see in my photos x]
I was so bored on math. Rest of class was doing stupid exercises and I was drawing...this is the best thing which you can do to "kill" boredom.

It's 8:50 p.m. It's still raining...streets are epmty, maybe sometimes car is passing the crossroad/intersection.

And I'm still sad, lonely... I want my prince in red Corvette xP (dream not to carrying out)


I HATE IT! :P

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It's still raining..weather is awful, and it makes me sad :( :(
This is the first time when I felt so lonely..so bad...seriously...that's strange feeling.
Tomorrow I've got next test (chemistry). Well I'm not happy it'll be 4 test in this week, but our polish teacher has got heart and she changed the day of test (thank you). From 5 tests we've got 4.
I hope that maybe you're happy or just glad.....


 
That's view from my window...it's grey and that makes me sad :(

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After 6 days break time to back to school..nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! I don't want :((
I wanna sleep in my comfortable bed...and don't get up before 10 xD But unfortunatelly I must be at school at 8..grrrrrrrrrrr...But I can't only complain... I am a famous optimist at school xD ( but only there I'm famous hahaha ) I want to draw something new but I've no idea what I can draw?? Maybe you can tell me?? I need some good ideas...but please- nothing difficult.... I'm not so good in drawing.
Maybe I'll draw Miss E? What do you think about that??

Ok. It's the end of journal. I don't want make you bored ;)

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I'm after first exam from humanistic subjects...Tomorrow- science.
After first test I'd like to say: well...it wasn't so difficult as I thought, but I don't wanna know results xP
Tomorrow exam from science...I'm a little bit nervous, because (as I know my luck) questions will be difficult as fuck... ;/ grrrr... But oh well...I'll write it and I'll have more free time for my friends xD
That'll be all for today...there's nothing interesting to write about...
Ok so see you :*

xolaxrychlinskax

P.S. who will cross fingers for me?????????????????????????????????????????????? P-L-E-A-S-E

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I'm very very very very angry on this stupid Net
I wanted to create WMHC club. Everything was OK till I started to make presentation (is it correct?)
I put animation, but obviously it doesn't work : / . geez... probably I'm dumb XP  
Last 5 days to big tests...On Tuesday I've got test from humanistic subjects ( I don't like)
and on Wednesday I've got test from science (like like like). I'm a little bit nervous...I wanna be after this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who will kick my ass for luck????????????????????? P-L-E-A-S-E

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Okey everyone I wish You Merry Christmas, a lot of presents and love and Happy New Year :)